My daughter just left after visiting with me for a few hours. She says she wants to be more responsible. I really hope she is. We talked a bit about lots of different things. She told me a bit more about her boyfriend. I told her she’d have to start budgeting once they get an apartment. I could help her with that. I told her she could also talk to the Community Mental Health worker and…
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I enjoyed watching my son practicing his skateboard tricks in the driveway tonight. I don’t usually let myself enjoy things like that. I don’t know why. It felt so nice for a change. Usually all I can think of is “I just wanna go inside and go on the computer.” I count the minutes until I can go in. But it wasn’t like that tonight. He…
My daughter and her boyfriend stayed for supper tonight. My husband and son don’t sit at the table with me, so it was just the three of us. He seems nice enough. He was very polite.
My daughter ate most of her supper then made herself a Hot Pocket. She took a bite of it, then left the rest. She left the other one sitting on counter, thawing out. I had to put it away. I hope she learns not…
Here are the Top Ten Things that Joyce Savage is Grateful For (in no particular order), as suggested by a friend:
- my counsellor
- the Peer Support Centre
- my blog
- my readers
Here are the Top Ten Things Bothering Joyce Savage (in no particular order):
- my son’s quirks
- my daughter moving out
- not eating together
- no company allowed
- Marital problems
I know that, even if I could cry about the things that are bothering me, it wouldn’t change anything. That’s what makes it so hard. That’s most of the reason why I can’t cry. It feels like nobody cares anyways because, if they did, they would change. It’s just something silly to them but to me it’s absolutely not. It means everything to me.
I feel like I’m losing everything. And I can never…
I have felt like crying for months now, but I haven’t cried for several months. I almost wish something bad would happen so that I would have an excuse to cry. That sounds horrible and stupid writing this down. But I want to cry so badly and I feel like there’s nothing bad enough in my life that I have a right to cry about. There are some things that might be bad enough to cry about but I…
Our daughter says she’s moving in with her boyfriend at the end of the month. But they don’t have an apartment yet.
Originally posted on Pride in Madness:
HealthyPlace posted an article today from FiercePharma about the black box warnings on antidepressants that state that children, youth and young adults are at an increased risk for suicidality (thoughts and behaviours) while on the drugs.
Here’s an example of the black box warning.
The article on FiercePharma reports that since the addition of black…
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